So I'm reading this book called Metamorpha. I've had it for a little while and I just now picked it up as life is starting to regulate itself again.
It's been pretty good so far, and it's already challenging me in some ways. The first couple of chapters talk about worldviews and the way we should identify our worldview as Christians. It's been different for me, and it's a new approach. He focuses on the fact that as Christ followers, we are consistently renewed, and therefore our view of the world and of our God is going to be renewed also. We are to "deconstruct" our view of church, ministry, culture, life, etc., so that we may allow God to constantly be working on our heart. At first, this frustrated me a little, because I totally am grounded in my faith and what I know to be true. How am I supposed to "open my mind" and "deconstruct" my vision every day? I know what God says about me and about the world, and that's what I believe. But the deeper I got into the book, the more I started to understand. Those fundamental views will never change. And that's not what Strobel (the author) is saying. What he's trying to get across is the fact that we, as imperfect humans, should understand that our views are fleshy and, well, human. God's ways are higher, and he is consistently writing a new story for our lives and leading us in new directions. Sometimes, God might call us to do something a little differently than we thought ministry should be done. Basically, we can't be afraid to walk out of our comfort zone and do life in a new way. We can't shy away from having our theories for life and relationships challenged and reconstructed as God works on our hearts daily. He uses this analogy about marriage, and how when a couple gets married, they have a preconceived notion of how this relationship is going to work out. But the marriage will either fail or become stagnant if one or both of the people refuse to change their view of marriage and be willing to grow and change in order to love the other person more effectively. This is how God intended our relationship to be. When we enter into a relationship with him, we cannot expect to know just what he will ask of us or how he will work through us, though we might have some ideas because of what we want to happen or even some glimpse God has shown us. But to be fully available for his use, we must be open to maybe realizing that our ways are not always correct or even the only way of doing things.
I actually have more that I've learned from this book, and maybe I'll blog about it tonight, but I have church, and right now, I'm exhausted, hungry, and ready to relax. So I'll expound more later, but it's about not believing in prayer and other fundamental practices (hmm...).